I'm fighting hard to stay positive, but this has been a huge struggle. How can I feel "normal" when everything feels so off? There are so many things I miss:
- Feeling a sense of purpose
- Hanging out with people
- Having somewhere to be every day
- Talking about stuff, even silly stuff
- Helping people figure out copy machines and the mysteries of Microsoft Word
- Having a regular schedule
- Feeling important and needed
- Being challenged with new problems and projects
- Juggling a calendar full of events and deadlines
I don't want to turn this into a pity party, but this is my reality right now. Not everything is depressing. I'm still waiting to hear about a job I'm dying to get and continuing to apply for more jobs. Everyone else seems sure I will find something great. I'm just impatient and want it to happen now.
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